a new era

well, i start my new job on monday and my little girl will go to daycare. i tried everything in my power to NOT ever send my child to daycare, but it has to be done. she is so excited and i'm mostly okay, but kinda sad. i enjoy cuddling on the couch when we wake up. i love sharing our breakfasts. i like having "lazy days" where we stay in our jammas all day. somedays, we live at the playground. and there are those days where we run errands everywhere and we both crash for nap time. i LOVE naptime. i won't get naptime at the hospital. ugh. i don't want to be a working mom.
i will only be full time for the 1st two weeks for training, and after that it will be "on call". so, it won't be so bad, but henz will still be going to daycare a few days a week b/c it's more of a preschool for kids her age.
i know she is ready and i'm glad this is happening when she's 3 and not 3 mths old. it would be alot worse. i know she will really enjoy it, i'll just miss her:(